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Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
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4:11 pm
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current mood:  arrrgh
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| Thursday, June 8th, 2006
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4:48 pm - empty stomach/clean mind
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This is what I eat most days. Chocolate vitamin, 2 plain waffles for breakfast, 2 rice cakes with peanut butter for dinner, and water. Lots of water.
I got tired of eating, a while ago. Feels good.
Aaaaaaagh has anyone used a loan for college? Is it safe? How do you convince someone to co-sign? Do the loan people send tall men in striped suits to collect?
current mood:  confused
current music: Shazna stuff.
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| Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
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6:55 pm - Buzzes and Fades
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Got tagged by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) veevega. &hearts
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.
Songs
1. Old Age of Dracula - Claudio Gizzi(Blood For Dracula OST)
2. Rocket's Tail - Kate Bush
3. Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley
4. He Hit Me(And it Felt Like A Kiss) - The Crystals with Phil Spector
5. Grind - The Church
6. Too Close - Next
7. Ragine Spektor - Samson TIE! Talk Talk - It's My Life
Get to it, please, anyone who wants to(tagging's so difficult, isn't it?).
current mood:  exhausted
current music: Révolution Industrielle (ouverture) - Jean Michel Jarre
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| Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
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11:56 pm - pretend all the good things are for you
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Corn Cups
One of La Paletera's newest additions! Our unique corn cups are small, freshly prepared from corn on the cob and blended with lime, salt, sour cream, chili, lemon pepper, cheese and mayonnaise for the ultimate taste.
What the--?
Mayonnaise?
In other news, I'm a terrible LJ friend and there are flying ants in all the glasses of water, I'm sorry.
I wanna go to art school, but, do you need skills? 'Cause, if so, then that's ka-puttt.
current mood:  anxious
current music: Kent - Palace & Main
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| Sunday, May 14th, 2006
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4:03 am
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It hurts, it hurts.
I don't understand and I never will. Time only moves forward, but there's nowhere to go. Everything's behind, and gone.
Where did all the time go?
current mood:  blank
current music: SP-Machina
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| Monday, May 1st, 2006
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12:58 am
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I'm quite aware that it makes me a sinner, but I'd sell my soul and a friend's for this coat.
Monkey fur, oh, oh, vintage monkey fur.
Let's see, I've got $0/$4,500 at present.
( And, I got taggggeded. )
current mood:  monkey furrrrrrr
current music: Kate Bush - Hello Earth
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| Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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8:03 am
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So.
I just got home from working the 8-hour overnight shift at a local supermarket. I stocked baby food for EIGHT HOURS OF MY LIFE. My life that is not, you know, everlasting.
I can't do this. The longer I was there, the more I thought about doing something, anything, to go back to the hospital. I don't know how to do this, I don't think I'm capable, even of such simple, meaningless busywork.
I want to be a lawyer.
I want to be a scholar.
But I really can't be bothered.
Ooh, just gimme it quick, gimme it, gimme gimme gimme gimme!
On a different note, selling or purchasing coats made of the hair of Colobus Monkeys, even vintage coats, is against the law. So, there goes one dream.
current mood:  quiet desperation
current music: Claudio Gizzi - Old Age of Dracvla
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| Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
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3:28 am
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Watched Blood For Dracvla. With the exception
of the Joe Dallesandro scenes, I could almost imagine that Paul MAAAAAArrissey's bloated, puffed-up, egotistical, misogynistic brain was nowhere near the
production.
Loved it, loved it, loved it. The sets and the costumes were superb, just out of sight.
Oh, oh, oh, ohhh, Udo.
(I'm kidding about Paul. I've never met him, he could be a perfectly fine person. It's a bit of a cruel running joke.)
current mood: dead tired
current music: hot blood - soul dracula
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| Friday, April 21st, 2006
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4:45 pm
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My God, Udo Kier was beautiful.
I grew up watching Ace Ventura, and later Blade, and later still, I knew he was in Paul Morrissey's Dracula and Frankenstein, though I haven't had a chance to see either, regrettably. So, I guess, he's always been a familiar film-figure to me, at least in his later years.
But, but, my God. Why wasn't he placed on a pedestal when he was young? Those eyes that shined like stars....
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I got a job. I start soon. I'll be stocking vitamins and shampoo at a local supermarket for $6.50 an hour. It's a start, and, $260 a week isn't that awful, especially when ten bucks feels like a small fortune.
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The man on the cover of the Mishima-bio movie annoys me. Terribly.
current mood:  air conditioner~
current music: under the ivy - Kate Bush
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| Monday, April 3rd, 2006
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8:22 pm - Lost afternoon and crisp sheets
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Well. Three hours waiting in the ER, and all I know is it's strep or mononucleosis. (Went to the ER 'casue I didn't have the $100 needed to just SIGN IN to the walk-in. Makes me feel like I deserve to die because I haven't insurance.)
I got felt up by a really nice woman-nurse and a man-nurse with a mustache. Eeep.
I've got two bottles of that tastey pink stuff, and if it doesn't feel better in four days I go back and they stick needles in me.
Has anyone reading this ever had mono? Is it scary? Did you live? Is your spleen okay?
current mood:  newspaper
current music: Kool & The Gang - Cherish
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11:40 am - pain pain pain part2
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I'm going to a walk-in clinic to be checked for strep. I'm scared, so, wish me luck.
It hurts so much, I can't eat, drinking is difficult at best, and my voice sounds like shit. (It bugs me, when I can't sing along with whatever I'm listening to. ;__; ) Every time I sneeze, I want to scream, but that would only hurt more. And, I'm a compulsive swallower! I keep swallowing, and then I brainyell at myself, 'cause I know I shouldn't. Arrgh. I thought I was going to die in my sleep last night. This strange persistant tooth-stuck-at-the-top-of-my-throat feeling wouldn't leave me alone.
I worry that the thingy the doctor will use to take a throat culture will snap in my throat and kill me. It's never happened to me before, but, I'm frightened all the same.
coughcoughcough
current mood:  sick
current music: Uhh, classical station
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| Saturday, April 1st, 2006
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12:12 pm - Pain pain pain
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I think I'm coming down with strep. Fuck fuck. I haven't had strep since I was, uh, 10ish. I used to get it every year, around Thanksgiving, but, it stopped coming around by middle school. I couldn't swallow at all last night, and it's a little better now, but, still ouch-ouch-ouch.
Completely off-topic. Works I just can't finish part one. ( click here, please. )
current mood: sore
current music: Cloudbusting - Kate Bush
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| Saturday, March 18th, 2006
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12:38 pm - general's tri-tip
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Watched Return of The Living Dead last night. I saw it a a lot when I was a kid, but, I'd never known that Miguel Núñez was in it. An unexpected treat that made it easier to watch. (The parts I didn't cover my eyes during, that is.)
current mood: amused
current music: Tonight (We'll Make Love Until We Die) - SSQ
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| Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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7:24 pm - twenty one
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I had galub jamun for dessert, after naan and murg tikka makhani and mango lassi.
My oh my am I stuffed.
And that's all a birthday is, really. An excuse to eat food more expensive than the usual.
current mood:  full
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| Sunday, March 12th, 2006
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7:18 pm
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Part one:
I have a tooth growing in sideways above my normal teeth. It is taking its sweet time, I noticed it almost a year ago, and it hasn't changed or grown much since. (I didn't figure out what it was until last week, ehehe.) I should be more frightened, but, eh. If it doesn't interfere with my normal mouth-parts, I'll keep it. The part I can see is the kinda ridge-y bottom of the tooth.
Part two:
We have ants in the house already, tornado watches at night, it's hot enough for a/c, and it's not even spring. Bullocks.
Part three:
I turn 21 this Wednesday. Christ, I'm getting all wrinkly and cantankerous. I have no idea what I want for my birthday. I'd love to go on a long car ride that doesn't end, but, how could that happen?
Part four:
Never mind that, I want this watch---> http://tinyurl.com/kj3eg
Fart 5:
Yesterday I forgot to eat until dinner, and then I realised I hadn't eaten in 26½ hours. It felt wonderful and strange. I think I was wiggin', though. My face felt like it was turning into an animal, and I couldn't think straight, but that's pretty much how things always are, so.
Part 6:
Reading Tanith Lee's Biting The Sun. What a nice feeling, after wading the through the hateful useless sludge of The Porn Generation.
current mood: headacheworry worry
current music: Limahl
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| Monday, March 6th, 2006
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2:26 pm - instant cheescake mix/ben shapiro is a jerk
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Blatantly stolen from whiteguysamurai
"Ask me a question about EACH of the following:
- Friends
- Sex
- Music
- Religion
- Love
- Livejournal
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked."
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I bought roller skates. I'm really bad at it, but, if I keep going, someday I'll be able to turn around and stuff.
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I want to design figure skating dresses, seems like a dream career.
( ruffles sooth the soul. )
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&hearts &hearts OH! KATIE I GOT YOUR CARD! Thank you so much, it's so beautiful, and what you wrote was so sweet. &hearts &hearts
current mood: out-of-it
current music: Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence theme
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| Friday, March 3rd, 2006
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9:27 pm
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LOL
current mood: cold
current music: Todd Rundgren - Can We Still Be Friends?
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| Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
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11:15 am
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( Please fill this out, and, um, post the form on your own, if you want to. )
So, I've been so down, lately. I've got meds, but, I can't make myself take them. I can't swallow the pills, and, I read about it, and, one common side effect is SKIN LOOSENING. What does that mean? Im not even going to chance it, nu-uh.
I'm trying to pull myself up, and force myself to function at the minimal level, so, I took loads of Gaia commissions. Like, 11 of them at once. And, everybody wants a fullbody, eveybody wants a fullbody couple. No one wants a scribbly headshot, no way. I pumped out 11 line works in three or four days, and now I've got to ink and colour them all. D: Usually it takes me weeks to start and finish one, so this is really different, really strange, but, at least it's something to do.
And, the Olympics! Oh, wow. My nights from 7 to 11 have been completely apprehended. We bought a new TV, and cable service just to watch the Olympics, and, I can't wait till they're over, even though I love them. I hate having television channels, I hate it. I don't like wtaching television, I don't like hearing someone else watch it, I don't like the idea of it. It's an intrusion, so loud and strange.
current mood:  gaiacommission steamrolled
current music: Kate Bush - The Sensual World
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| Saturday, February 11th, 2006
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5:44 pm
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I kind of gave up, a while ago. Just pretend I don't exist, you never met me. It's easier for everyone this way.
current mood: exhausted
current music: America-The Last Unicorn
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| Friday, January 27th, 2006
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3:46 pm - sweetdreambaby
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Oh, God, I had the worst dream.
I was wearing these black, flowered contact lenses, and I realised I didn't know how to get them out. So, I pushed the left one around, and it hurt-hurt-hurt, but it came out. I tried to do the same with the right one, but, I dislodged my entire eyeball, and in the dream I could see it, and feel it rolling around in its socket. The iris/pupil parl shrivelled and dried up, and fell out completely. It hurt-hurt-hurt, and somehow the eyeball ended up in my mouth. I woke up and I couldn't breath.
こ_こ
current mood: anxious
current music: Our God is an Awesome God (ehehehehe)
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